Most upset moment in my life.

In January 21, 2011 , i lost my beloved grandma. The time when i received a call from my mum, telling me that my late grandma was passed away 2 hours ago, I was in my Langkawi trips with my friends. My mood was liked an excited electron suddenly lose all the energy and forced back to the ground state. I really would have wanted someone to tell me, this was just a prank call but unfortunately this news was true. I cried for arond 5-10 minutes and I forced myself to accept the truth.

My grandma raised me and my younger brother up since we were small until we were 7-years old. Then we were brought to Sandakan, Sabah and stayed with our parents. Although starting from that time, we were no longer stayed with grandma, but both of us knew that in our heart that we will still loved her as usual. The only way we kept in contact with grandma is through phone-calling every month.

Last December, my brother and I went back to Sandakan for our holiday trips and we still happily discussed about our Chinese New Year trips back to perak to visit my grandma. Parents and us are getting more and more excited when the pace of CNY is getting nearer and nearer. Yesterday was a harsh day for me, my brother, my mum and it should the harshest day for my dad because i knew that my dad loved grandma so much. The time i received the bad news, the first thing that came to my mind is: Is dad still ok when he heard of this news? For me and my brother, we chatted through phones since we were studying in different place after we received the news. Throughout our conservations, I think we could feel the atmosphere around us was full of sadness.

Last Chinese New Year, i took a photo with grandma before i left her house, the time i got back to my hostel, i printed it out and decided to take the photo to her during the next CNY. But now, i will not have the chance to show the photo to her anymore because she was no more here. This makes me felt in the way that you must appreciate your beloved one and show them whatever you wanted to them before it was too late. I hope i can get over with this as soon as possible.

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Really don't know what title i should type. After reading all those blog from my friends' , telling all their frens about their recent event, it was so good to share with people about yours, your happiness, sadness etc

I thought, i m really not good at writing essay, blogging to me, is kinda hard, i sometimes dun know wat to write and thr4 for a long time i will just leave the blog there, without updated.

Waiting for my result in next year maybe January, but i hope that it will come out after CNY, let me celebrate happily first, and my new year wish i hope to get the best result in A level!!!

Still remember last year, 2007, our class member had come out to a bistro for a countdown to new year. i think this year we cant do so lo coz my mum may go back to west m'sia, i nid to help my dad in the office matters at night.


Next year plan:
i think that i will have about half year, staying in sdk

January: Wish to get good results
Feb: celebrate my birthday
March: maybe go sit for IELTs o mayb i dun nid this result at all, who knows
April, May, June: wake up, tidy up , breakfast, lunch TVing, dinner, sleep

Haha actually i wrote tiz bloggie juz to update the date and i kinda boring staying at skul, nothing to do waiting for the rehearsal for graduation ceremony to start....Haha not an interesting passage i know but anyway if u got visit my blog, thx 4 visiting...

May holidays

May's holiday: Back to sandakan

i went back for my short "vacation" in sandakan on the 1st of May. i considered it as a vacation cause the life in sandakan for that short 10days term kinda relaxing and i felt that it was just the same case if i were having holiday in Hawaii. I had my own breaks everyday, not to worrying on my homeworks, on the subjects and it was just time to watch tv, eating, sleeping, gaming. I was just acting like a pig or a python, call me either the pig o python, i slept and i wake up for my lunch and i rest again on my dad's ogawa massage chair and i went into dreams again. those were part of the things that i did during the first 4days of my holiday..

How about the last 4days?? i dont know whether u r curious o not? but, i wan to tell u.
after the first 4days, my friends having their holidays also went back to sandakan. we have gathering, eating lunch o having teatime in the coffee shops and cafe.Great time to meet my friends..Thank you Winnie, Woan Ying for accompanying me during the holiday..

Happy times went off very fast=time of oneself blinks his eyes. It reached the second last day before i went back to kk to continue my study.On the morning of that day, i received a call from pauline, one of my closest friend during my secondary school time. she lived in the bungalow behind my house and we can be considered as neighbors in the same residental region. that's why we became close friend. She called me and asked me whether i wanted to come out o not on that day..I was surprised coz she had told me before her holidays were not falling on the days when i had my holidays.I thought she was still in kl. She kept on asking me to come out and i finally found out that she came back to sandakan in the early morning on that day by flight.What a surprise!?
we went for shopping, eating, teatiming, and having supper till the midnight on that day..

P.S.
Pauline still appeared to be the same as before:the only comment that i can make on her is that she indeeds grew more beautiful.....haha pauline if u saw this not nid thank me for praising u

I had my license renewed in 1st of may therefore now i am no more handling a PERCUBAAN license, i am a passed driver juz like my dad and mum....hehe...my bro will get his one the fastest the next year!!

ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE
I wondered that i still wanna continue blogging o not? because it is the second semester of my a level course and i still have not revise my subjects thoroughly. i dont want to end up like last year just what have i done on my UEC examinations.Last year, i played around without paying much efforts in it and therfore my results came out to be very worse. I dont want to let the history to be repeated again this year.


I think i will reduce my time to go to the IT centre and place my fingers on the keyboard, typing the blog entries for my blog. i will update the entries, but it will be seldom that i will do so.Maybe twice a month i guess. Please do pay visit to my blog because i will still update it for sure! i promise okay?

I am not going to quit blogging cause it's really fun to type the events happened into words for sharing. I want to be well-prepared for my a level exams because i know that i m not really good at all the subjects. I still need to work hard on it. it 's not a playing time anymore and i remind myself all the time that it 's time to get serious....

it's not far anymore from the date when a level get started: 6October, wow this date sometimes make me sick and grew anxious when i think of it......(forgive me coz i really wanted to concentrate on my study first. i dont want to repeat the PRE-U course by myself and my other friends all go to their studies in university. i will kill myself if i failed to do well in my a level again....) juz kidding-i cant withstand the pain brought by all the actions of suicide, suicide was juz a joke la



Thank you for visit me all the time (Next update time maybe next month~~who knows.when i have the inspiration and motivation i will update it..BYEBYE!!

my term exam results~~ Our A level lessons

Our lecturers were indeeds hardworking and they diligently finished marking all our test papers.I have them back and not really contended with my results obtained.I did well, strictly speaking the best in my chemistry test only. The other subjects, i passed but seems not a very good results for me, Not getting A in Biology depressed me, and i just had my Physics passed I will do better in next semester, I swear...I will do better!!

I decided to revise my subjects during May Holiday, i m not gonna to disappoint my mum and dad anymore. Last year i had disappoit them once and not again. I want to enter university for sure next year.

tell u some more about how our lessons are going on~~~ Wan to know?


my physics lecturer, Mr chok, can u see wat he is teaching ?


i think maybe projectile motion...

Mdm Emily our group tutor and chemistry lecturer, i like her the most....She is nice to all students...always guide us on the exercise, practices.....Love her very much

can u see the one who sits behind the green bottle ya it's me. Mr Adam Pau is teaching his Maths now.......

My life is easy-going and i enjoyed it...

KK = Sandakan = no electricity!!!!

I left out my blog for a week so that i could prepare for my examination. Today, finally i have the time to check the comments posted on my blog and i m totally surprised at the comments that my friends gave, they said my hairstyle looked like a bird nest. How hurt the comments are!!!

Actually i am not that depress la....i thought that it was actually a big trial for me to change my image. I am happy that u guys care for me.. Thanks for visiting me all the times.

Now, i wanted to share with you my experience of having no current in KK during my examination in last Monday. I still could recall for the incident: On that night, we were having our dinner in our auntie's house(she provided meals for us everyday and we paid her after the dinner), we had our dinner happily and enjoyed our dishes very much.I was the one syok watching TV and eating my dinner simultaneously at the meaning time. Suddenly, the atmosphere turned into darkness and the screen on the TV went off. Oh Jesus Christ, Black Out!!Later we were having the candle night dinner with my other friends. how romantic it was!!!

It was not the worst thing we have ever had!! The main thing was that we were having our Chemistry Test the next day...We had no light, no fan and how could we continued on studying?

Therefore we were not decided to go home and therefore went for a stroll at the park nearby to my house. We waited for half an hours but the current still not arrived yet!

Finally, we were not going to wait to "DIE"! We decided to went to Damai to search for light.We arrived YOYO the one similar to the COOL--the beverage-selling shop in Sandakan..There got a generator and we bought some drinks and sat there for almost 2 hours to study our chem..How pity..

At first, i thought that KK is a big city as compared to Sandakan. there should be no black out in such a big city. After this event, i didn't think that the life in KK was better than the life in Sandakan coz it had been 3 times that we had encoutered blackout in one month.I had get used to the blackout because in Sandakan, it was just an ordinary event.You will doubt if there is no blackout in Sandakan.LOL...But then i still love sandakan very much, ya my hometown, i will be back to sandakan soon in May~~~so happy by now!